I can’t believe I haven’t laid a new girl in a month. What makes it even worse is I bet I have gotten more numbers this month then I got in the first two months of the year. When I dropped my phone a while back I lost all my numbers. Since I have this new phone I have 11 new numbers in it with potential lays. Sure some of them are dead and gone but I would say half of the numbers are potential fucks if I play them right. I need to figure out what is going on. Looking back on the lays not all of them were great sets by any means. Surely no worse then some of the ones I ran to get the number close on the ones in my phone. I have a feeling I am getting lazy. Some of the numbers in my phone I maybe sent one text to the girls and then dropped it. I am not sure why I am doing this. I guess I have some mental block or something.
I think I just want everything to happen for me and I want it on a silver platter. We all know this isn’t going to happen. If you want to get with a girl about 99% of the time you have to be the pursuer. Girls are open to your pursuing them they just aren’t going to chase you down. I need to get off my lazy ass and start making some calls.