I have been so crazy busy lately. In fact my days have blurred so well together I really don’t even know what to write about. I feel the most important thing to mention is the fact that my ex called me today. We went back and forth messaging each other on myspace. I told her she could take me to lunch or take me out for a drink and left my number. As if she didn’t still have it. So she called me today. When she called I barely recognized the number. It took me a while to realize it was her. Then when she spoke I swear if she called from another number I would have had no idea it was her. It seems as though her voice was different. It was just so soft and sweet. I hate that I forget the little things like that about her. What else have I forgotten? Are my memories of her different then reality? She wanted to meet up today. I told her there was no way I could. I hope I played this one correctly.
I have decided to start fresh with girls. I have just deleted all the numbers out of my phone. The only numbers I have saved are with girls that I have messed around with and still talk to. Any other girl is nexted. I did save the numbers in a word document though. The reason being I might mess with those numbers way down the road just to see if something can be salvaged. It would be nothing but an experiment.
I have made another couple decisions. I will no longer number close a girl just for the fun of it. I can tell some of the numbers I get is for the sole purpose of stroking my ego. I know very well I will never call the girls. I just do it almost to build confidence or something. Another thing I have decided is after I number close a girl and contact her the next day or so I am going to go AFC on her. I am just going to run the normal game I would have years ago. It always worked back then so there is no reason why it shouldn’t work now. I mean think about it. You meet a girl and things go well during your interaction with her. You know what she is thinking after that and the next day? She is thinking man I really hope he calls me and asks me out. Yes that is what she is thinking if you did everything correct when you met her. So therefore I am going to start experimenting with that approach. I have been doing everything 100% different then that since I got in the game and I am ready for a change. It used to work flawlessly in the past so there is no reason why it shouldn’t work now.
Last month ended with me getting with absolutely zero new girls. I probably got more numbers last month than I have in my entire life combined and none of them went anywhere. This was a combination of me being extremely lazy and running shitty phone/text game. I must have ran the worst game in the world. Like I said I will be going total AFC on phone game for a while and see what happens.