What makes someone really good at this stuff? In my opinion the best quality you can have is being a really good talker. I look at myself and know I don’t have this gift. I can’t go into a room and start talking to random people. I sit there with this blank thought having no idea what to say. Even in groups that I know all of the people I still find myself with this downfall. Now sure if someone starts talking to me I feel like I can hold my end of the conversation. It is just if I have to lead the conversation or even worse start it I am at a loss for words. This isn’t always just at the very second it feels like it is my reality.
Another horrible downside I have is the loudness of the room. If there is loud music or other background noise I simply can’t hear. I was out last night and my wing and I walked into Obar. Right as we walked down the stairs and turned the corner there was a 2 set. Without hesitation we opened the set. I ended up number closing the girl, well she took my number and instantly called me. The thing is though I have absolutely no idea what she said the whole time. I just said whatever I wanted to say and took nothing she said into consideration. It is amazing I was able to number close at all. I have a feeling my body language was the reason since I never faced her and kept turning my shoulder away from her as if I was about to leave. Even during this conversation I ran out of things to say. I didn’t know where to take the conversation. I will blame this one on the noise though. I know I ejected since I couldn’t hear. It sucks too knowing what I know now this could have been a SNL.
When we got back to our table at Clear I was surrounded by quite a few people I knew. Then all the sudden it was just as if I was there by myself. I couldn’t think of one thing to start a conversation with any of them. It is sad. Before we got to Clear we stopped by Dolce for a second. When we were leaving we opened a couple girls in the hallway. As we were talking to them two super bitchy girls pushed their way through me. Shit like that is annoying and unnecessary. Sure maybe we were blocking the path but have you ever heard of excuse me? So I eject out of the set quick so I can catch up to these hookers and confront them about it. I had a good time giving them a ton of shit. They were actually heading back to Clear as well and enter first. She whispers to the bouncer hey these guys are harassing us so don’t let them in. Sorry sweetie that shit won’t work as we have a table. The bouncer though was a complete cock sucker and refused to let us in. I had to make one phone call and bam he asked for our id’s and we walked in. What a homo. We walk to our table and I turn to Lion and say man I can’t go on letting these girls get away with that. I must confront them yet again. This time though things went much better. About halfway through the conversation she starts kinoing the shit out of me. Her friend who was actually probably nice starts opening me as well. At this point I felt vindicated and ejected. I know I should have escalated and fclosed this bitch just to cum on her face and bounce. That would have been full vindication but you know what both of the girls were maybe a 6>M:<><<><><:><>?>?>?>? Yeah and they had that crazy of a bitch shield up insane. This example right here is how you take a girls emotions extremely high even if they are bad ones and make her attracted to you. I didn’t give in to this girl’s super bitchiness like most people probably do. She found that attractive.
I wrote the above a few days ago and never posted it. I guess I almost feel embarrassed by what I jotted down. Not so much the last half but the entire first half.
I have been thinking a lot about the past few months. One thing I thought of was what success have I had. What sucks is most of the success I have had wasn’t with some crazy hot girl who might have been my target. Most of my success was from girls who were just in the right place at the right time. Or maybe you could say it the other way around. They were so-so girls that were good enough. Now sure I had a few number closes that were gorgeous but nothing came of them. And a few of the girls I had success with were my target but not enough. So what that means is I need to start establishing a target and figuring out how I am going to game her or the group. This is the part where you elevate your game another level. This is where things start to get a lot harder. I have noticed already I am getting way pickier lately.