So the next night rolls around (April 12th) and we decide to go check out the new club Bliss. We know the promoter so we get on the list. I once again invite the ex. This time she wants to bring her friends. I’m sure this is so she has people she knows to hang out with. I invite a girl I met on plentyoffish. The way I gamed her was pretty funny. On her page she said how she is always attracted to guys who are already in a relationship. She is attracted to guys who are unavailable. So I tell her how I have absolutely no interest in a relationship. I say some other stuff and bam it fucking worked. She was super receptive. I had invited her out during the week but she probably has a real job and has to get up early during the week so she didn’t make it. But Saturday she messaged me wanted to come hang out with me. I just wanted more girls there so I said sure you can come. She was suppose to bring a girlfriend but she flaked on her.

She lives about 1/4 mile from me and says she is already tipsy and wants me to come pick her up. So I head over there and scoop her up leaving several people at my place. I get there and this girl is half way decent. I mean I can tell you if she was naked in my bed right now she would get nailed. She is a little on the thicker side but I don’t know anyone who would pass her up. She might very well have the biggest tits in the world. We head back to my place have another drink and all head out. I think we were rolling 8 deep and we are meeting another few hotties and friends there and 5 with the ex making it a damn near 20 group.

We get in and the place isn’t bad. I mean for a club this place is actually pretty cool. If you get table service the tables have these mini stages with stripper poles. I can see this being a good freaking time if you have a table. We head up to the bar and order drinks and basically take over a small section of the club. Overall the place was pretty nice and I saw some hotties in here for sure.

My ex arrives with her friends. I notice her walk in. I walk right up to her and pick her up. She starts going nuts telling me to put her down. I was pretty tipsy at this point and was just like what the fuck. She introduces me to a couple guys in her group and I knew the other two girls. One of the guys is dating one of the girls but this other guy is clearly trying to game the ex. It is so weird because I am not worried at all. She ends up blowing me off the whole night and spends a shit load of time with this other guy. It is some guy she just met that night who was friends of the other guy. I try to open her a few times when she is talking to him and I get absolutely nothing from her other than piss off. No problem see you later bitch. I go over and start messing with a couple girls in our group. Nothing major just dancing and stuff like that. I know I reach up and just get a double handful of those huge ass titties from pofgirl. Man they are nice. Then I take my bandanna and put it on my head like Karate Kid for the rest of the night. I must of had that thing on for the last 90 minutes. I got so many looks from girls when I would walk around it was nuts.

At one point I look over and the ex and that dude are taking a picture together. He leans over and kisses her on the cheek. I get so fucking excited when I see this homo loser do that. I mean I start karate chopping the air, punching my fist because I am so happy that dude is a total AFC. He just has no clue. Eventually we leave and I walk over to the ex let her know we are leaving and give her a side hug. She can tell I am pissed.

We head back to my place but drop POFgirl off first. We get back and start pigging out on cheese and chips and just bullshitting about nothing. I am pretty tipsy and of course call gamergirl. She readily makes her way over to my house at 2:30 am. Just as everyone is leaving she arrives and gets naked.

The next day I text the ex. All I said was YO. I have no idea what I was going to say after that but she calls me instead of texting back. I couldn’t tell you what was said but about an hour later she calls me and invites me to lunch. She goes on to say how she felt so bad about last night and she wanted to treat me to lunch. She could tell I was pissed when I left and she was upset about it. We meet up and have a pretty decent lunch. I make a comment about the homo who kissed her. I say how when they took that picture I was so happy to see him kiss her on the cheek. She says wow you know me way too well. I thought he was a complete stooge when he did that. I didn’t even want to take that picture it was his idea. After lunch was over I once again try to get any affection whatsoever from her and she is as cold as ice. We talk later on text and the phone during that afternoon/evening. I guess we set up for her to come take a look at my house the next day. I figured she would come over look at the house and then we would hang out. Nah she took a look at the house and left. I later told her she should have stayed and we would have rented a movie. She says she would like to do that some other time so we schedule it for Wednesday night.

Wednesday rolls around and she says she can only do dinner. I say nah I am too busy we will have to do it Sunday instead. She agrees that Sunday would be a good day.

She hits me up several times over the next few days typically at night and I just blow her off. She would send me texts saying what are you doing I’m bored. I would just ignore them and not even respond. It felt really good knowing I could do that and I must say I bet it worked in my favor as well.

At some point later in the week I invite her out for Saturday night. She declines. I tell her well I will come over and hang out with you before I go out for the night. She is just wanting to have a chill weekend so she agrees to that idea.

Continued from the last post we will fast forward to the 11th. My ex is down for hanging out tonight. She wants to know if it is cool if she gets ready at my house. Of course why wouldn’t it be. When she arrives she mentions how this is just like the old days when she would get ready at my place before we went out. I must say both of us felt a little awkward about this. In fact I even mentioned this fact a little later and she agreed. But you know the weird thing. At some later point maybe within just a short period of time that night she no longer felt awkward and neither did I.

So she and I are both ready and people start showing up at my place. She meets some of my friends and we eventually all gather up and head out. I am already a little tipsy from pregaming at my house so I catch a ride with her. She is going to leave early so she wants to take her car. We head up to Fox Sports Grill in Plano. What they want 5 dollars to get into this gay ass place??? Fine you homos whatever. We pay and head inside. We grab a table as a few in the group wanna eat. Now my priority is hanging out with the ex and trying to escalate. She will have none of it. I don’t even see why she wanted to come out if she is going to be this cold towards me. I mean let’s call her super bitch geeze. She is treating me like absolute garbage.

Hey Lion let’s go talk to some girls. We head over to the girl’s party that he knows across the room. We chill over there for a while and wouldn’t you know his girl is being super duper bitch to him as well. How gay is this. We head back over to the table after a while and talk the group into heading up to Zen in Addison. We get in there and the ex finally decides she wants a drink. She orders the weakest drink in the world. Things are going super gay so I tell Lion let’s go talk to some girls again. I thought I saw some super hotties in the corner. We get over there and it is a 4 set of well…not so hotties. Ohh well let’s go open that group anyways and see what happens. It turns out two of the girls are actually not bad. We walk right in the middle of the 4 set and start having our own conversation. The girls stay there for about 20 seconds and all just leave. It was pretty funny but on the way Lion opens one of the girls and they slowly start to trickle back. He gets one of the decent ones and I take the other. I thought it was going very well until the two ugs come over to my girl and start talking to her leaving Lion isolated. I try to continue running some game but it just isn’t working with these two fatties taking the cake. I tell Lion he is on his own and I eject. Yeah I know that is super homo but I just had nothing to continue the conversation with.

My ex later commented though how I was just randomly disappearing on her and she suspected I was off talking to other girls. Umm yes if you weren’t being such a bitch maybe I would chill with you. The good thing was I had a friend who was a girl join us that night and one of my friends who the ex knows too was there. So she had both of them to keep her company while I was away. We get bored of Zen…who wouldn’t…and decide to hit up Finn. Now the thing is I am laughing a little at this point because I know gamergirl is at Finn. This is going to be interesting.

We get to Finn and there is a line. Whoah I haver never seen a line here before. We wait for a few minutes and finally make it in. There is like 5-6 of us and of course I just let the front desk people know Monica told us to come up and we enter for free. I get a text from gamergirl that she is on the porch. Thank goodness my ex and friend need to piss and they head back to the bathroom. I head out to the porch and bear hug gamergirl from the back and pick her up. She introduces me to all her friends and they give the seal of approval for me. Then I get a text from the ex asking where I am…I let her know on the porch. She walks up to me and I introduce her to gamergirl. They both instantly hate each other. Gamergirl knows who she is as she has seen pictures. The ex instantly knew I guess just from instinct that I was dating this girl. The ex quickly ejected. I don’t exactly know what happens next but I eject as well and make my way back to my friends. I knew some other people here so we had a decent group in the back of the bar. I head over there and start messing with my ex. She is still cold towards me. She eventually decides she is leaving. I walk her out to her car and still get absolutely nothing from her. She isn’t receptive to any touch whatsoever.

We get to her car and I lean back and we start chatting. It just feels right. She feels it too. We are standing face to face and I say do you want to kiss me. She says she does but it would hurt too much. She starts crying. We give each other a hug and she takes off.

I head back into Finn and find my friends. Gamergirl later walks up and we start talking. She is super pissed and I just turn around and blow her the fuck off. About 20 seconds later I turn around and she is still there. I just grab her and pull her over. She is 100% receptive. Her friends now think I am a total douche bag but I make gamergirl feel good and her friends warm up to me again. We head to her house and it is almost as if she is even more attracted to me now. I fucking love preselection. It is so powerful.

I can’t believe I have been so busy I haven’t posted one freaking time in over two weeks. I mean it’s awesome I am this busy but I really should make time to post. I guess maybe I run out of stuff to talk about.

So as you remember my ex found me on myspace and messaged me. We went back and forth and she ended up calling me. I turned down the lunch she proposed and rescheduled for a week later. So she calls me the Monday before to confirm. We end up having a pretty good conversation on the phone. I eventually end the conversation as I have work to do. The next day I am running late for the lunch and let her know. She tells me on the phone she figures I am going to stand her up. Bam right there my frame is already stronger than hers. I know this lunch will go well. I of course assure her that I would never do that. Sure I am an asshole but that would just be messed up.

So I am almost to the sushi place and thoughts start racing through my brain. The main one is I wonder if when I see her if I will have this huge ass grin on my face. The grin you have when you are really happy to see someone. I start walking towards her car and she gets out. All of the sudden all I can see is this crazy blonde hair. She had told me on myspace that she was dying her hair blonde. I don’t have a grin on my face I have a look of horror. It just looks terrible. I hate it. You could put two girls next to each other. They look identical in every single way but hair color. One is blonde and one is brunette. I would rate the blonde probably at least one or two levels below the brunette. So as you can imagine I am looking at her and saying hrmm….this just doesn’t work. And yes I neg the shit out of her about the blonde hair not once…but twice.

We walk inside and the conversation is flowing nicely. We catch up in the normal manner talking about family and stuff like that. We went out for 3 years so of course we were close with each others families. Eventually we talk about us. I mean everything is very casual and it never gets serious. I made sure not to take it to that level. But she wants to. She wants closure it would seem. See she thinks I am angry and I have hatred towards her since she broke up with me. The thing is I have gotten past all of that long ago. I have absolutely zero anger towards her. I want nothing but the best for her. She goes on telling me how much hatred she has for me. When these words fall from her lips I instantly know she is not over me. Now there is no way she would admit this but lets face it if you have that much anger you have not let go.

The sushi place we go to closes from 4-5 so they can have dinner themselves. This conversation could have easily lasted way longer. Looking back though I know it was a blessing in disguise. I think it was good that our meeting only lasted about an hour and we parted ways.

Later that night I started thinking about her. The thought going through my head was you know what…I would not mind going out with her sometime. I do my best talking when I am driving so on the way to Home Depot that night I say fuck it and call her. She instantly answers her phone and is very receptive to a conversation. I tell her how her and I should hang out sometime. She readily agrees to the idea. Of course she questions why I want to hang out with her and I just say because I want to. Clearly this is a good enough response for her. I tell her that me and some friends will be going out Friday and she should come. Just to build a bit of a time line this lunch and phone call happened Tuesday April 8th. She won’t confirm that she will come out Friday but says there is a 60% chance of it. Of course my thought is there might be another guy in the picture who might be worthy of her time.

I remember when I was in 6th grade someone talked me into playing little league baseball. I had never played before but the thought of being a pitcher sounded appealing. In fact I remember saying the only way I would consider playing is if I could be a pitcher. I guess in those days in little league you can play whatever position you want. Well as long as you have talent in that area.

I started practicing being a pitcher. I didn’t know anything about it but my dad showed me how to hold the ball for a fast ball and a curve ball. I guess he watched a video or talked to someone or something. I remember going out into my backyard and stealing my dad’s wheelbarrow. It was red and made of metal. I turned the wheelbarrow upright and set it against a tree. This would be my new practice backstop. I then measured the appropriate distance and started throwing balls at it. One after another hour after hour. I got good. And let me tell you that wheelbarrow ended up getting dented and smashed and finally after several weeks of this I blew a hole right through that metal. Yeah I was only 12 but I was throwing upwards of 65mph. After I destroyed the wheelbarrow my dad made some tarp and pvc pipe system that I could throw at.

Most of the teams in the league were established and had the same kids from prior years on them. I really wanted to be on a team with some friends but that wasn’t going to happen. They formed a new team this year since so many kids wanted to play. We were all placed on this team and let me tell you there wasn’t a player amongst us at all. We were a bunch of rag tag kids who knew nothing about baseball. All of the other teams had the gifted athletes, the kids who would go on to bigger and better things in sports. That didn’t stop us from practicing though. That didn’t stop us from having a good time and getting better. We almost looked like a halfway decent team after a few weeks.

We get to the ballpark for our first game. Of course we are playing against a team that is loaded with friends. They are bigger than us, they are faster, they can hit better, field better, etc. They clearly don’t want it as much as us though. We go on to not only beat this team but go undefeated for the year. How in the world does our team do it? Still to this day I’m not entirely certain. I can tell you we had fun at what we were doing and that is all that really mattered to us.

I view the above team like most of the guys in the community I meet. They aren’t the greatest looking guys. They might not have natural game. Hell they might even be petrified at the thought of talking to girls. But the thing is they are going to practice. They are going to learn. They are going to end up being amazing at this quest.

Get out there and throw some balls.

What makes someone really good at this stuff? In my opinion the best quality you can have is being a really good talker. I look at myself and know I don’t have this gift. I can’t go into a room and start talking to random people. I sit there with this blank thought having no idea what to say. Even in groups that I know all of the people I still find myself with this downfall. Now sure if someone starts talking to me I feel like I can hold my end of the conversation. It is just if I have to lead the conversation or even worse start it I am at a loss for words. This isn’t always just at the very second it feels like it is my reality.

Another horrible downside I have is the loudness of the room. If there is loud music or other background noise I simply can’t hear. I was out last night and my wing and I walked into Obar. Right as we walked down the stairs and turned the corner there was a 2 set. Without hesitation we opened the set. I ended up number closing the girl, well she took my number and instantly called me. The thing is though I have absolutely no idea what she said the whole time. I just said whatever I wanted to say and took nothing she said into consideration. It is amazing I was able to number close at all. I have a feeling my body language was the reason since I never faced her and kept turning my shoulder away from her as if I was about to leave. Even during this conversation I ran out of things to say. I didn’t know where to take the conversation. I will blame this one on the noise though. I know I ejected since I couldn’t hear. It sucks too knowing what I know now this could have been a SNL.

When we got back to our table at Clear I was surrounded by quite a few people I knew. Then all the sudden it was just as if I was there by myself. I couldn’t think of one thing to start a conversation with any of them. It is sad. Before we got to Clear we stopped by Dolce for a second. When we were leaving we opened a couple girls in the hallway. As we were talking to them two super bitchy girls pushed their way through me. Shit like that is annoying and unnecessary. Sure maybe we were blocking the path but have you ever heard of excuse me? So I eject out of the set quick so I can catch up to these hookers and confront them about it. I had a good time giving them a ton of shit. They were actually heading back to Clear as well and enter first. She whispers to the bouncer hey these guys are harassing us so don’t let them in. Sorry sweetie that shit won’t work as we have a table. The bouncer though was a complete cock sucker and refused to let us in. I had to make one phone call and bam he asked for our id’s and we walked in. What a homo. We walk to our table and I turn to Lion and say man I can’t go on letting these girls get away with that. I must confront them yet again. This time though things went much better. About halfway through the conversation she starts kinoing the shit out of me. Her friend who was actually probably nice starts opening me as well. At this point I felt vindicated and ejected. I know I should have escalated and fclosed this bitch just to cum on her face and bounce. That would have been full vindication but you know what both of the girls were maybe a 6>M:<><<><><:><>?>?>?>? Yeah and they had that crazy of a bitch shield up insane. This example right here is how you take a girls emotions extremely high even if they are bad ones and make her attracted to you. I didn’t give in to this girl’s super bitchiness like most people probably do. She found that attractive.

I wrote the above a few days ago and never posted it. I guess I almost feel embarrassed by what I jotted down. Not so much the last half but the entire first half.

I have been thinking a lot about the past few months. One thing I thought of was what success have I had. What sucks is most of the success I have had wasn’t with some crazy hot girl who might have been my target. Most of my success was from girls who were just in the right place at the right time. Or maybe you could say it the other way around. They were so-so girls that were good enough. Now sure I had a few number closes that were gorgeous but nothing came of them. And a few of the girls I had success with were my target but not enough. So what that means is I need to start establishing a target and figuring out how I am going to game her or the group. This is the part where you elevate your game another level. This is where things start to get a lot harder. I have noticed already I am getting way pickier lately.