Have you experimented lately? I mean with your style. Your shirt, shoes, rings, bracelets, necklaces, hats, pants, ties, peacocking items, hair, facial hair, etc. After about 8 months in the game I think I came across what works best for me. I have never seen so much success as I am seeing right now. I have eliminated everything except for just a tie. I wear a tie about 90% of the time now and I have never been opened more in my entire life. That mixed with a fohawk and it would seem as though I am unstoppable lately. There is no doubt I am attracting Way more attractive women these days. Even guys are commenting on my look.

I don’t know why but it seems like style is one of the most overlooked aspects of the community. I just don’t get why more guys don’t take something like this more seriously. Now you don’t have to settle on just one style. Just last night I went out and wore no tie but had a ring, two bracelets, and a necklace on. That style worked just fine for me as well. But I guarantee if I sported a tie it would have been better.

The point is get your gear together. Try some different things. Change your hair style. Get some new clothes that fit and are trendy. Do anything different then what you are doing now. Unless of course you want to settle for never achieving whatever your main goal in this game is.

Have you ever sat down and pictured what you want your life to be. I know you have. I know I have. I wonder how many people actually end up living that life. I bet the number is extremely small. Plus what you want now probably changes all the time to some extreme.

I think I know what I want. Hahha Scratch that. I clearly have no idea what I want.

The ex called yesterday afternoon. She told me that she is deleting my number out of her phone. She says she is calling me way too much and it is annoying me. She says I can call her if I want and she will be available. I feel really bad about this. For whatever reason I am just not ready to settle down with her. I have something in my head that tells me I must remain single for now.

I can picture it though. I can picture driving to her house and sweeping her off her feet. I can picture the look on her parents face when I show up. See they don’t approve of me for some strange reason. Hell maybe they wouldn’t approve of anyone for their daughter. I can picture myself proclaiming my love and being with her forever. I just don’t picture that happening now. It is at some time in the future. I feel like it will take place by year’s end but even that I don’t know for sure.

So I met this girl the other night at Zepher’s. The one that was crazy into me. I finally decided to shoot her a text last Thursday night. She of course was like blah blah playing hard to get and then asks the question that most do who is this. Just like always I respond with Wow how many guys did you hit on the other night. She finally gives in and is like no one is this playercool?

The next day she is extremely into the conversation and is very chatty via text. She wants to hang out tonight and I let her know that I will probably meet up with her at some point. That night we hit up a few other places but finally roll into where she is around 1:00 AM. When I walk in the door I see her and just walk right up to her and bring it to a sexual level right away. We are basically kissing within a few seconds. She bites my neck and I must say it felt pretty badass. Nothing progresses beyond this and the night ends with us going to our respective houses.

The next day she is texting me like crazy wanting to hang out again. I let her know that I will be going to Lion’s birthday party and I am taking a date. She bows out and understands. But I don’t let the conversation end there. I tell her hey if you are Bi you should come hang out with my date and I. This is an extremely bold statement to make since I don’t know if she is into girls or not. In fact it is one that could cause me to lose the girl. But see right now I don’t give two shits. I am definitely not dependent on the outcome. Then a crazy response happens. She lets me know that she has been with women before and is not opposed to the idea. She is just worried that my date would be upset. Nah I know for a fact she won’t and I let her know this. So she says well let me see how the night plays out.

I call my date and let her know what is going on. She is totally down for the idea and I am getting hard just thinking of what might happen. It is just my luck though as the title describes this never happened. I guess either she chickened out or shit went down for her but she never made it over to our venue. She texted me a lot letting me know she was sorry.

So I think what I am going to do is go ahead and try to get with this girl. Then eventually just have all three of us hang out maybe at my place have a few glasses of wine and see where it goes. I don’t know why I want a threesome so bad I guess I do because it has been so elusive.

Get over here

So the ex just called. She wants to talk. Even though I am on the way to the gym I sit in the parking lot talking with her since I value what she has to say. She is worried she is wasting her time with me. She is worried that I will find some other girl and forget all about her. She is worried she might meet some guy.

See I blew off all of the girls I was talking to when she came around. It didn’t happen right away but slowly they all drifted away. She however didn’t play fair and was still seeing other guy(s). When this happened I said fuck it I am going to stop being so freaking passive and I started pursuing girls a little more. I was still being extremely passive but just not quite as much as I was. I started hanging out with girls again. Just like the old days it was easy. I number closed with ease and I started hanging out with a few of the girls. She knew this and I know it is bothering her. It is really making her think lately.

She is also wondering if I would even care if I lost her. The answer is simple. I would hate to lose her again. It’s not as if we are boyfriend and girlfriend but we do hang out a lot. I know it would be easier this time around but I certainly don’t want it to happen. The truth is even though we aren’t exclusive our relationship is more solid than it ever was. We get along way better; I can’t even remember a time we argued. I never question when she goes out with her friends. I am never worried another guy might sweep her off her feet. Yeah she gets hit on she even gives her number out. But like a lot of girls when the guy texts/calls her she just ignores them.

I don’t know what the future holds for us. I just want to take it one day at a time. What will happen will happen.

We Shall See

A few things have happened this last week that haven’t happened to me since I got into the game. Girls have been coming on to me. Now sure from time to time some not so great looking girl will start hitting on me. But what has been happening lately is very attractive girls are hitting on me. For example a girl who is much better than anything I have pulled so far was into me.

We went up to Finn on Monday. There was a huge group of us and we were just chatting away. All of the sudden a guy walks over near our group and goes hey you come here. I replied with what’s up man? He repeats himself so I decide to walk over and see what he needs. I can tell he is gay so I am a little hesitant. He then says to me hey do you see that girl over there? I replied with yes I see a lot of girls over there. He then says well the one right there blah blah. Ahh yes the girl with the huge purse? He then goes ohh you are so mean. He then goes on to tell me that she is really into me. She loves my style. I let him know that she is beautiful and tell him to tell her she should come say hello. I do this as a test. I want to see just how bad she wants to talk with me. I rejoin my group and think little of it. A few minutes later I notice she is giving me some proximity. She isn’t super close but she is in my plane of sight. I wait a couple minutes not to seem too eager and then I approach without hesitation. I open her with you are so shy. She just giggles and agrees. Her friend is standing right by kinda helping the conversation. This guy is on my side. When I remember his name he bows down and helps out with everything I say. Within about one minute she is telling me to take her number. I am dumbfounded that a girl of this beauty is begging me to take her number. She gives me her first and last name and asks me to call her tomorrow. I cut the conversation quick and head back with my friends. I never call.

Then the next day I get a friend request on myspace. It is some little hottie wanting to be friends. I ask Lion for some help and reel this girl is with ease. She is eating up everything I am writing. I thought I lost her at one point but it was just a delay in her response. She was still way into it. Haven’t said one word to her since Thursday.

Then Thursday night I head up to Finn again as Addison is having their Kaboom Town that night. They are shooting off fireworks and the place is just nuts. All of Addison is for that matter. Everyone is hanging out outside and I have to use the bathroom and grab a drink so I head inside. I walk up to the bar right next to a pretty attractive cougar. As I am ordering my drink she opens me. She is trying to fix my tie yeah right. So after a few minutes she asks how old I am. Of course I tell her to guess. I eventually tell her my age and she just freaks out. She wants me to guess on her age so I decide to turn it a bit sexual. As I am pondering her age I take a step back and look her up and down. I then go I just totally checked you out. I then guess her age on the first try and she loves it. She then looks me up and down and says this is me checking you out. I get her number and text her right there during our conversation. I bounce back to my friends as I don’t want to miss the fireworks. She texts me later in the night telling me to call her the next day. I never do.

Then on Saturday we all decide to hit up Zepher’s on Lower Greenville. My ex is meeting me here but that really doesn’t stop me from scouting around the joint. We are all hanging out on the patio and not much exciting is going on out there. I decide I am going to walk around inside and see if there are any hotties. I make a round and on the way out I spot a pretty good looking girl in a 4 set all girls. As I am walking by I make eye contact with her. I never once break it the whole time I am walking. In fact even when one of her friends is blocking us I maintain it until I am past her. She is holding it the whole time as well. I should have ran shock and awe right there but I chose to keep walking and go outside. I knew I would easily open it later. Eventually me and one of the ex’s friends boyfriend and I decide to go get a shot. As it would turn out bam there is the girl at the bar. She turns around and just starts going off on me how good looking I am how she watched me the whole time as I walked by and all the way out to the patio. I am stunned. I have never heard this from a girl before. She is over the top forward and for a minute I think she is joking with me. My shot is ready so I tell her I will come talk with her later.

I head back out with my friends and after a while I decide I will go talk with this girl again. I go in and talk and get her number then eject. I later go back in and this girl is being very adamant about me writing my number down. She is worried I won’t call her and wants my number. I then say well hey where is your phone I will text you right now. She lets me know her phone is in the car and that she originally gave me her house phone. So she then gives me her cell number and I shoot her a text. I then try to get her back over to the house that night but she was with 4 girls and it just wasn’t happening. I haven’t called her since.

I have no idea why this is happening all the sudden. I do know that I haven’t contacted any of these girls. I am so passive I just don’t understand it. Especially with the super hot girl from Finn. I really do need to give her a call. I know part of it is because I almost feel bad since I am hanging with the ex lately. I mean if this was a couple months ago I would be shagging at least half of these girls if not all of them. I need to get past that. I mean if I wanted to solely be with the ex I would get into an exclusive relationship. So since I am not doing that I shouldn’t have a problem hanging out with these girls.

Hrmm