So the ex just called. She wants to talk. Even though I am on the way to the gym I sit in the parking lot talking with her since I value what she has to say. She is worried she is wasting her time with me. She is worried that I will find some other girl and forget all about her. She is worried she might meet some guy.
See I blew off all of the girls I was talking to when she came around. It didn’t happen right away but slowly they all drifted away. She however didn’t play fair and was still seeing other guy(s). When this happened I said fuck it I am going to stop being so freaking passive and I started pursuing girls a little more. I was still being extremely passive but just not quite as much as I was. I started hanging out with girls again. Just like the old days it was easy. I number closed with ease and I started hanging out with a few of the girls. She knew this and I know it is bothering her. It is really making her think lately.
She is also wondering if I would even care if I lost her. The answer is simple. I would hate to lose her again. It’s not as if we are boyfriend and girlfriend but we do hang out a lot. I know it would be easier this time around but I certainly don’t want it to happen. The truth is even though we aren’t exclusive our relationship is more solid than it ever was. We get along way better; I can’t even remember a time we argued. I never question when she goes out with her friends. I am never worried another guy might sweep her off her feet. Yeah she gets hit on she even gives her number out. But like a lot of girls when the guy texts/calls her she just ignores them.
I don’t know what the future holds for us. I just want to take it one day at a time. What will happen will happen.
We Shall See