Have you ever wondered how it can be so fragile, yet so insanely powerful. I am talking about your state of mind. The smallest thing can set you off into a downward spiral. I can see why so many people in this country are depressed.
My state of mind is so strong when I am having great success with women. The second things go just a little south so does the way I feel. It is absolutely ridiculous that I let little things bother me so much. You would think that you could take emotions out of the equation hahha what a crazy statement. But what I mean is I am referring to taking emotions out of the equation when it comes to women who mean nothing to you.
I guess any girl you want to take out or whatever has some level of value to you. So whenever she doesn’t act in a manner that you find acceptable this bothers you. How the fuck can some girl you barely know have any control over the way you feel. This is the very reason I love having an arsenal of women you are sleeping with. Because anytime some girl turns you down you just go to one on your team and forget all about the others.
I unfortunately don’t have the luxury of that right now. I am starting over again from scratch and don’t have any girls like I used to. Therefore I guess the value I place on any random girl right now is just a little higher than normal.
I do however love this life. I love how you your mood can change so rapidly. How you can be pissed off for whatever reason and then it can change back to being happy at the drop of a hat. I am sitting here just reading my blog and forgetting about women for the moment. Man re-reading what I have written in the past is very helpful. I can’t believe more guys don’t write down their experiences. For example I picked up some tips just from reading my own shit. That is hilarious. I have added a few more lays and once again I didn’t kiss any of them in the bar the night I met them. Now I am about 95% set on no more make outs in bars. It just isn’t worth it. I will however tease the girl if I think a kiss is imminent. I will just go in like I am going to kiss her and just hover. Girls love that and go nuts over it.