Things I Want and Fear…

I want to meet a badass high quality girl who I can date and ACTUALLY get to know.

I want two Alaskan Huskies.

I want to someday get married to said high quality girl.

I fear my future wife will get fat and nasty and I will despise her.

I fear I will never get married.

I fear I will have to pay some surrogate mother to have my child so I can pass on my DNA.

I want to get the fuck out of dodge and travel around the country for a month.

I want to take a boat to the Bahamas from Miami.

I want to go see the Weeping Willows in Georgia.

I fear I will just let work get in my way and never take a badass road trip around the country.

I fear if I keep fucking all these dirty little tramps I will get some disease.

I fear I will get some disease like cancer anyways.

I want to get over my fear of flying so I can go to some badass resorts and travel the world.

I want to meet a PUA who is really good. I have never seen one as of yet.

I want to get really good at fighting so when some douche bag gets in my face I can tell him to take his best shot and know I will destroy him.

I fear that I am over my ex.

I fear that I will never find anyone as good as she is.

I fear my demeanor is bad right now and I am shunning people unintentionally, coming off as a cocky bastard who thinks he is two levels above everyone else.

I want to meet some cool girls and just turn them into my friends.

I want to quit being so passive in regards to women and start using all these numbers I get.

I want to break down the social dynamics of any room I enter within seconds.

I want to meet a girl during the day outside of the bar scene.

I want to see if a girl I meet during the day is different then all these little whores I meet at night.

I want to not think so lowly of all these little bar fly whores.

I want to learn how to be a badass cook.

I want to use those cooking skills and have my entire family over for dinner once a month.

I want to put enough coin in the bank so I can just sit around and never worry about money again.

I want to write a book that turns into a screenplay that turns into a movie.

I want to fund my two niece’s college funds so they never have to worry about paying of school.

And what I really fear is that I will never do some of the stuff that I really want to do.

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