So I met this girl ohh I don’t know maybe a month ago. We have hung out a couple times in public and never even kissed. She wanted to kiss me the first time we hung out but I kinda ignored her just a little when she was giving me those kiss me eyes.

I finally hung out with her at her place Sunday. She offered to cook me dinner and I accepted. While she was cooking dinner she was extremely shy about me watching her cook. The conversation flowed nicely and everything was going well. Eventually we were just chilling spinning around on her chairs. She has two big lazy boy chairs. At some point she walks over to me and is standing in front of me. I grab her and pull her down. She teases the fuck out of me doing my move. What the fuck who taught you? I grab her throat stand her up and throw her against the wall while saying are you kidding me. I immediately go in for the kiss and she gives no resistance.

We eventually end up on the floor in her living room and things escalate just to the point right before sex. She stops us and long story short kicks me out of her house. She calls me a few minutes later asking me what I want from her. Telling me she just doesn’t sleep around etc etc. She then goes on to tell me that she is very sexual and always turned on. It is a very odd conversation. It is a constant shit test. I played it absolutely perfect and at some point was just like let’s hang out this Wednesday. It works flawlessly and she accepts.

So I head over to her house on Wednesday. When I get there I let her know I can only stay for a while as I am going out that night. She is a little upset by this but I let her know I wanted to come hang out with her for a while before I go out. Now most girls take this as…yeah he wanted to come over and hit it before he goes out. Normally yes this might be the case however not tonight. My goal is to not even kiss this girl. I want to set the frame that I am not all about that and I can tell it is driving her crazy. I get the look so many times of why are you not kissing me????

Eventually I get up and leave as it’s that time. She walks me out and gives me a hug. She looks up like she wants a kiss. I go down and hover for a few seconds lightly grazing her lips. I then let go push her away and walk off. As I am doing so I turn to see her facial expression. It is one of utter shock. I turn around and walk off laughing at how much control I am now in.

As I am driving home she calls me. She is flabbergasted and at a loss for words. She says she doesn’t get me. She says she can’t read me. Ohh Joy. This is so easy.

Hi,

Alright two girls one cup.com

No just kidding.

This dates back to Friday night. We head to Uptown and it is highly gay. We gather our drunken selves together and head home. We get home and I hear some neighbors talking down the street. I live in a neighborhood where the average age is about 60. But since I have owned this house I have noticed this little hottie a couple houses down. It turns out the girl who lives there is pretty decent but it was her older sister who is really hot. Anyways so I hear them and my drunken self starts yelling at them telling them to come down and say hello. They yell back telling us to come there. Hrmm…well I guess I can walk over there and meet my neighbor.

Alphamo and myself walk down the street and I let him know this girl is crazy hot. Ugh I wish it was her sister. She is hot but nothing compared to her sister. We show up and there are 3 females and one guy. I introduce myself to the guy first and I can tell he isn’t too happy that a couple dudes just showed up. He is paired up with his girlfriend which is fine since she is the least attractive one. That leaves two girls. One I will be generous and give a 6 rating to and the other I would give an 8. I know immediately who I am attracted to and begin to pretty much pay no attention to her. The lesser attractive girl blurts out ohh you are the hot neighbor guy. Gee thanks you are so nice.

I ignore her and start chatting up the dude. Everyone is tipsy and they eventually invite us in. We agree and head inside and upstairs to her room. The HB6 is all over me pulling me down to the floor. I spot a little kittie cat and start playing with him instead. This girl is still all over me saying crazy shit and all I am doing is figuring out how I get the other girl. Sorry Alphamo I can’t pass on my hot neighbor two houses down. That would just be foolish.

So eventually me and HB6 end up on the bed and are making out and fooling around. She had nice tits and nipples but other than that whatever. I would really rather not sleep with her even though she starts asking if I have a condom.

After a few minutes everyone comes back in the room and I start blowing up Alphamo’s phone with texts saying I am going to AMOG him. We have a text battle and the competition is on. He isn’t pleased but shit we have known these girls for 15 minutes. I would say it is still fair game. At some point HB8 says she is going downstairs to grab a couple drinks. Now me being the gentlemen I am I offer to lend her a hand. I mean after all what girl can carry two drinks by themselves. We head downstairs she grabs a couple drinks from the fridge and walks over to the counter. I spin her around and we start making out. Next thing you know I throw her on the countertop and things are escalating quick.

THUMP THUMP THUMP…

Damnit why is someone coming down the stairs. Here I am 30 seconds away from pulling this girls sweats down and nailing her right there. Fine this isn’t gonna happen now. Eventually things die down and we head back home. I decide not to try and number close anyone as they live right down the street. I do however get home and look up the number in our neighborhood directory. HB8 answers and I try to pull her back to my house. I guess she can’t leave her friends alone so I head to bed.

Fast forward to Sunday. At around 4 I get a call from HB6 apologizing for acting like a retard Friday night. I let her know everything is ok and we end the phone call. A couple hours later I get a knock on my door and it is the two girls. HB8 had cooked me some badass rice and chicken dish. Damn I am eating it cold right now while typing this and it is still awesome. We all sit down and are watching the game. This is sorta boring plus they woke me up from my nap. Sounds like a good excuse to take some shots. We start drinking but for some reason I decide to stay pretty much sober. I had a couple drinks but never even got tipsy. I normally like to have some drinks in me because I say and do some crazy shit that sober me won’t usually do. But for some reason I feel in complete control over both these girls and have no problem doing whatever I want with them.

On occasion around really hot girls I tone it down a little. I know I do this because I feel like they might be GF material. It is stupid that I do this. I should just treat all girls the same. I mean after all the crazy shit I say to these lesser girls they never question. But that could be they feel inferior to me whereas a super hot girl might not let shit like that fly. I am not sure.

With these girls I say and do whatever I want. Eventually I mention I have a hot tub and they are all about it. They head back home and grab their suits. When they show back up I tell them to go jump in and I will be out there in a minute. I go change walk outside and get right in the middle of them. Things were very slow at first because I was trying to figure this out in my head. How do I mess around with one girl without making the other feel left out. And two how do I mess around with one girl without making the other girl not jealous.

So you have a couple girls. One is straight up into girls but the other has problems with girls. Is there anything you can do to overcome this? Or are you just barking up the wrong tree?

I tried tonight and while I knew it would be difficult I went with it. One of the girls was so awesome at trying to get it to fly. I mean good lord she would be an amazing wing picking up girls. I was almost flabbergasted listening to her try to get the other girl to go along. I start making out with the HB6 at first. I figured this was the best way to start the interaction by showing her the most attention. While I am doing this I reach over and start rubbing on HB8’s clit. I start laughing just a little when she starts moaning while I am making out with HB6. I then reverse and do the complete opposite with each girl. Tops start coming off and HB8 leans over and starts making out with HB6. OMG I am falling in love with HB8. That shit is just fucking awesome. I mean she is like a dude. Everything was going pretty good and then this girl just freaks out and leaves the hot tub. UGH!

HB8 and I are trying to figure out how to proceed. I mean clearly we have an upset girl now. We are trying to think logically about how to make HB6 feel ok. I figure fuck it we might as well have fun. I turn HB8 around and nail the hot neighbor girl. Afterwards we go back inside and start working her some more. It seems like we are getting somewhere but then her jealousy kicks in and it is a no go.

Clearly if two girls are into it then you have little to worry about. But is there something magical you can do to get a girl who isn’t into other girls to experiment?

This damn threesome keeps eluding me!

I thought for sure it was going to happen in the hot tub. I mean HB8 was a master. Things were so freaking close.

After we end up back inside HB6 had tidied up the joint and I got both the girls tops off. It was rather humorous seeing these two girls walk around topless like it was no big deal. Hell probably to them it wasn’t. HB6 definitely had some of the nicest tits I have seen in some time. After a while there is just no way we are going to convince HB6 to a threesome. I say fuck it grab neighbor girl and head back to my room. I nail the shit out of her which HB6 can’t help but hear. I feel very sorry for this girl but she could have had her fun.

Wow the latter part of this post is written so jumbled. What the hell. Negative Rep for my storytelling abilities.

Thank you Sir and or Ma’am

So why the fuck would I change? Sure I have had success with my currently method of game. So much so that I could stick with what I am currently doing at get laid at a minimum once a month by a new girl. When you really sit back and look at this though that is not really saying much. If you go out 8 times a month you should see that kind of success if you are ambitious and have decent game.

Now sure I will sit here and tell you that I want to be the best. I want to see what game can really do for someone. I do want this however I don’t see myself putting in the effort that that would entail. What I do want though is to increase my quality of women I get. I feel that I already get a decent quality of girl. And in truth I actually have been going after quality lately instead of quantity.

So let me outline my current game:

For the most part I am an asshole. I got into the habit of being an asshole to entertain myself. I actually hate going to bars and find them repulsive. If I don’t get two or three sheets to the wind while I am in a bar I would rather be any other place in the world. I rely heavily on my friends doing stupid shit that I find humorous. When they start slacking in this department I typically rely on myself to keep me entertained. This results in me being a huge dick head. I then found out that this for whatever crazy reason started attracting a shit load of girls. So naturally since it was fun and was successful for me I stuck with it.

I either build, create, or achieve attraction super fast. I’m sure it comes down to many different things I do but usually I just assume attraction. In at least 90% of my sets I truly believe attraction is already there from the get go. But even with that being the case I can’t stop being a dick. I do stupid ass shit that just pisses the girls off so much that they just bounce. This is freaking stupid on my part and completely unnecessary. Last Saturday was the final nail in the coffin for me. IMO the hottest girl in the joint came up and opened me. After some banter back and forth I popped her hat and called it gay. Well she turned right around and walked off.

I run the shortest sets in the world and number close as fast as possible. This is another thing that has garnered me a ton of success. Even with as much success as I have seen I know I lose some number closes. Meaning I number close the girl but it doesn’t go anywhere in the following days. See the problem is I never build COMFORT. I never give the girl a chance to get to know me.

I almost never make them qualify themselves to me. If I do it is purely subconscious. This is a huge mistake. You get a girl to start qualifying herself to you and you might as well wrap her up.

Alright so here is how I want my new game to play out:

For the most part I am going to enter sets still assuming attraction. Let’s say for sake of argument I have the girl 75% hooked just by being me. I know that sounds insanely cocky but well…hey I have worked on a ton of shit since I got into the game. So now the girl is already hooked from the get go. With that said why the fuck would I be a dick to her? That has got to be the worst thing I could possibly do. Instead how about I be nice to her. I am not saying bend over backwards or anything like that but a neg certainly isn’t required. Any stupid little antic isn’t required. I can just be myself and carry on a normal conversation.

Alright so maybe with this new set up I won’t be building attraction quite as fast. I am ok with that. What this now requires is for me to actually run a decent set. By my estimation a minimum of 10 minutes is necessary. Anything less and I don’t think the set will truly be hooked. I know 10 minutes might sound like such a short time. It is. But for me it is actually a very long time period. I would say on average most of my sets last 5 minutes. So right off the bat I need to figure out how to carry on a conversation with this girl. I have this huge stigma of carrying on a conversation. It is as if I can’t make the words travel from my brain to my mouth.

So carrying on any sort of non boring intellectual conversation is going to require at least a minor routine stack. Hopefully in the next few days I will be able to put together something that will really take the girl out of her mundane existence. I figure I will employ some projection. I want my topics to lead somewhere. Not just be run of the mill not getting my ass laid questions. And I can guarantee I will also include some SNL material. For example I think you could really put together a badass routine stack that would lead to more SNL’s. I figure I can make an interchangeable routine stack. So for example when I start the stack say a few minutes in with the girl I can use 3 beginning questions. Those 3 questions will all lead to another line of questioning. By my guess if I can lead the interaction for say 10 minutes she will be hooked and start her own set of questions. Meaning the conversation will all the sudden become natural and 50/50.

I once had a conversation with my parents about game. I didn’t give any details away about what I was doing or anything. I somehow got on the topic of opening a girl so you could show her the true you. Meaning maybe you aren’t…my front door rang so I lost focus. I have no idea where I was going with this since it is now 24 hours later that I have a chance to finish this thought. Ohh well. From what I can gather though I was going to say something along the lines of. By opening and possibly using some routine stack or OPENER “Opinion Openers if you will or along those lines” you are giving yourself the opportunity to shine. Without the use of these the girl might not give you the time of day to display the true you. You are giving her the chance to find you attractive.

Damn this sucks that my train of thought has completely evaporated.

I look at my overall game and know I run short sets because I fear I lack the ability to maintain a long conversation. I fear that all the sudden things will go silent and all the sudden she will be like get the fuck away from me. So my natural tendency has been to build attraction super fast and number close as fast as possible. I have also relied on many of my friends to entertain the girl if I bring her into set. It is so weird that my mental state is currently geared towards this fear. I can think of so many times I have maintained very lengthy conversations with girls. Almost all of which either ended up becoming an SNL or I nailed the girl down the road. That is why I am changing.

I need to sit back and go over the entire time I have been in the game. I need to deconstruct every time I have had success with a girl. I need to try and remember all the sets that went horribly wrong. Or that were going good and I did something stupid and they bombed. All you have to do is put all these puzzle pieces together and figure out the absolute best thing to do. Or at least the one that yields the greatest results.

This is something I have not done in at least 4 maybe 5 months. I haven’t even really thought about game or about changing my style in a long time. Various reasons have led to that but I am now ready to move forward and achieve the greatest results of my life. Deep down I want to prove that someone can really master this game. I just hope I am willing to put in the time and devotion it will take.

Let the games begin…

Looking back you can say I was successful in the field of pick up. I have had enough women to pass around to more than a few of you and still call what I have done a success. Still though I look back and say to myself was I successful. Did I ever find the success that I am capable of achieving? The answer to that question is very easy and can be summed up in one word. NO. I have never done a lot of things that I would like to do in this field. Now sure sometimes I ran textbook game and had success. But still to this day have I actually really done this: Open, attraction, qualify, comfort, seduce. I don’t remember one freaking time I did this. It is almost as if it just happened by accident if it happened at all. I can honestly say I can’t take credit for ever purposely doing it. I am sitting here admitting that I have never even done anything close to that.

Great so I just admitted that in my eyes I am a failure at this game. I have this road map right in front of me and I never once used it? How the fuck did I ever find success. Well that is a great question. So I will sit here and ponder that over for a second or two. The answer to that question is also very simple. There is NO road map to success. What? I thought there was. There is a certain framework that one can follow to increase their level of success. Or I should actually say you will increase your chances of success. Awesome so there is no sure fire way to success. How nice.

Back to the point I am trying to make. I am calling myself out on this. So I have seen some success in one form or fashion. I have a feeling why and that is fine. But what if I could put this so called framework to well…work. Would my success all the sudden increase to unheard of levels. Do I even want this level of success? Do I want to go back to shagging a lot of different women? I am almost thinking I really don’t want to. But what I would like to do is meet better and better quality women. So if this is what I must do in order to achieve those girls fine. I am ready to take this to the next level and see what is out there. The question remains though will I get my head space in the right place and dedicate myself to this endeavor.

Thank goodness it was only a few posts.

This is a lengthly process however as I have no idea how to automate the process of transferring everything over.  That means I have to do each post individually.  At last count I think I had around 130 posts.  So I am guessing this will take many hours to complete.  I will do my best to get them over asap but I think it might take me a good part of this week to complete.

Now the question is will I actually mingle? Or will I just sit around like lump on a log and go into AFC mannerism mode.

That is where this post comes in. I guess I feel like if I jot this down and make it public I will be held accountable. I will have no choice but to come back home and write my results of the evening.

So what does that mean exactly.

It means if I see a hot girl (Well we are going to Lower Greenville the odds of that are actually quite slim) that I will approach without hesitation. And seeing what I put in parentheses means that it will be even rarer and possible harder. She will be a swan amongst ducklings.

It means that I will be more social and act accordingly with the average HB7. I feel like last weekend I was socially awkward. How the fuck is that possible after a year in the game. How do you revert back to the AFC days and lose everything you learned? Things like a simple conversation seemed to be hard to put together. Wow

It means I will not get drunk. I look back at some of the times I have been drunk. Now on occasion even while being drunk I have done well. In fact I have done very well being drunk. But when you are sober you think about most of the times and you probably come off as a retard. Any girl who is not tipsy or drunk will probably want you to leave immediately upon your approach. She will think you are a boozer and a loser. And it might just be the girl whom I would most likely want to get to know is the one who is actually sober and not a bar fly whore.

It means I will not worry about outcome. Lately I have been noticing I really care about the outcome. Not so much in worrying about if I will be successful. But worrying about if I am not successful. It is almost as if I am worried because I will have to be in a small confined area with a girl who just shot me down. I am always so worried about what others think of me. And these people are complete strangers that I will probably never see again. I can count on both hands how many times I have ran into the same person twice. It almost never happens. Almost never and I used to go out 4 times a week. So with that said I need to erase fear, rejection, and worry out of my mind.

And lastly this means. I am a very confident person. I believe everyone should think confidently and it will portray good things about yourself. But last weekend I was a little too confident. I felt like I owned the world and was going to pull an SNL. Now this just flew out of my head while drinking and bullshitting with the guys. Normally I would say think this to yourself. Hell I used to never leave the house without a condom in my pocket. It was just positive reinforcement. But now I don’t think I will think such crazy things. I will be and act confident and let the chips fall where they may. If I pull an SNL fine. If I get a number fine. If I bounce a girl to a different venue fine. If I don’t get a number at all and get shot down fine. If I don’t open the hotties whom I am really interested in…Well that isn’t fine.

I invent nothing, I rediscover…

So Friday night we had a night game meet up which I was late for so I just met up with the guys at Sherlock’s. I wasn’t there for 2 seconds when everyone was already wanting to bounce. I take a look around and it seemed to me like there was some pretty good sets in the joint. But ohh well everyone wanted to go to Loft 610. I couldn’t get in the week before because they have a thing against white shoes. They want everyone to look the same at this joint. So I had no choice but to head home and change my entire outfit since they also frowned upon holy jeans. I donned some black shoes for the first time in over a year, put on some nice jeans without holes and headed that way.

When I first entered the place I thought it looked pretty good. A happening atmosphere with a nice big round bar. I didn’t take much time to do anything but head to the bathroom. Afterwards I had no idea where everyone was so I take a stroll upstairs to see what is up there. I spot my friends almost immediately and walk on over. After chatting with them for a few seconds two girls walk by. The girl in the front who is maybe a 6 slightly grazes my arm. I use this as a good reason to open the much cuter friend who is following her. Now this girl really isn’t that great maybe a 7 at best but that is probably pushing it a little. But the thing is she is Asian, petite and still pretty cute. And since I have still not been with an Asian I am certainly alright with her.

Almost immediately this girl starts going goo goo gaa gaa over me. I haven’t heard more compliments flow out of someone’s mouth in my entire life. Alright so I am thinking wow this is easy this might even turn into a SNL. I escalate the interaction quick and she Number Closes Me. And I proceed to ruin the entire freaking set. In hindsight unfortunately I shot her down. I made her ego feel as tiny as humanly possible when I said NO. I figured I would just number close her as I would way rather be in control. But it didn’t go like that and she felt rejected. This was the start of a horrible weekend.

Later I am standing at the bar just chatting away with the guys. A girl walks up to the bar and has the bartender refill her non-alcoholic drink. She takes an olive throws it in her mouth and makes a very odd face. I neg her about the horrible face she is making and she opens right up. This girl lets me know she just broke up with her boyfriend and seems to be really into me. Well I screw it up here as I just turn around and ignore her. A few minutes later as she is leaving she goes: Bye playercool it was nice meeting you. OMG once again I am a retard. Looking back that was probably an SNL waiting to happen.

Down at the bar 2 girls who were part of a 4 set of girls open me up about my Mohawk. I don’t know which one it was and I can barely hear these girls. I will blame this one on my lack of hearing but Fuck. One of them was super cute and totally my style of girl. I looked back every once in a while and she would give me awesome eye contact. Why I didn’t go back in and talk with her I don’t know.

Saturday night just went so horrible and I will blame that on Booze. I really don’t even need to mention anything here about Saturday night other than it sucked. I will never get that drunk again. I am sure I looked like an idiot.

Sunday even though I really didn’t want to go out I decided what the hell let me try and right this sinking ship. I am not a big fan of RA but I figured there wasn’t anything else good so we might as well go there. We end up just standing around like a bunch of onlookers. I felt like my old self before I joined the community. I couldn’t stand it. And to make things worse I didn’t open this crazy ass hot girl who I could tell was not a bar fly. She probably got pulled to this joint for a nice dinner with her girlfriends and they decided to stay and check the place out for a bit afterwards. I know that is one reason I thought this girl was so hot. But she was also just hot, Period. This girl was standing right next to me and I couldn’t even say Hello. After I fucked this up all I thought about was leaving. There was no reason to stand at this bar anymore I might as well go home. And home I went.

I wrote all of this to myself just now as a reminder. I often look back at what I have written and it usually helps me in one way or another. I really want this weekend as a reminder so I don’t mess up again. I am mostly upset about that hottie at RA.

Don’t let this happen again…

So I have had a horrible week. My mind is so fucked up. And yes I am in some sort of mini depression. I wish I could just curl up into a little ball and forget about the world for one fucking second. This is what I like to call ADVERSITY. And how you face adversity really defines you as a person. See I can’t curl up into a little ball and forget all of this. I have no choice but to face it head on and conquer it. It is my job, it is my duty, and I will succeed.

So this is how my week went. I just cut 50k in checks. The tax man has cometh and he wants to be paid. Running the numbers on a cash standpoint I am essentially broke. I have some investments and nice amount of equity in my house but actual cash that I can rub between my fingers is pretty much nonexistent. What sucks even worse is this sort of just crept up on me. I was more or less blindsided which is completely my own fault. I spent money last year like it was nothing, I barely worked, and then I am facing the worst housing market I have ever seen. Put all those together and you get to where I am now.

Then yesterday I was messing around working on one of my rehabs. I was doing some electrical work and I am almost certain I was one millimeter away from dying. The wire I was touching completely disintegrated my pliers. Sparks shot everywhere I jumped back and was just sitting there wondering how I was alive. I couldn’t even function for about 30 minutes. All I could think about was my body lying on the ground without a pulse and the people around me saying ohh man that sucks.

So now I am freaking out. I am broke. And I almost died. WTF is going on here. I am now in the worst mood in the world just trying to figure out what I have done in my life to bring on this stuff. Has karma caught up to me for my sins?? I make it through the day and head over to my parents. I am rambling on about my current fiascoes when they tell me about a family member. My uncle was just admitted back into the hospital. He is laid up in some room with cancer. Now if that doesn’t put things into perspective I don’t know what will. I just laid back in the couch feeling so sorry for him and his family. My problems are nothing compared to his. What the Fuck do I have to complain about.

If you see something you want in life I want you to go after it. If what you see makes sense I want you to not let anything get in your way. You have been given an opportunity to do some amazing things in life. Letting it slip by without your footprint is the biggest mistake.

Make a choice in life. Leave some soil churned or evaporate like dust in the wind.

So here I am today making it a point not to contact her. And I can guarantee she is doing the exact same thing. See we are identical. We are both super freaking stubborn. So I question though what if I didn’t know any of this game related stuff. Would I give in and call her? I know for a fact I would have already texted her today. And you know what that might actually be the right thing to do in this situation. Unless she just all the sudden doesn’t want to see or talk to me ever again this is probably the right move. But the other side of me…the new side says nope…I am going to wait another day or two or three before I initiate contact. I am basically screwing myself over because I am not allowing myself to more than likely have a good time with her.

With that being said I have to question is this how a relationship should progress? Things always seem to be two steps forward one step back with us. I look around and can’t help but wonder in the beginning aren’t most relationships like 37 steps forward one step back. A friend of mine commented once about us saying things should be easy in the beginning. Our relationship has been nothing but constant struggle it would seem. And I must say I sort of like that as I see it as a challenge. I almost find myself more attracted to HBTC since she is such a pain in the ass sometimes.

What if it was easy? What if things just flowed like clockwork and we progressed without a hitch. I have to wonder if things would be better. If I would find myself even more attracted to this girl. I know I contradict myself in saying this but I am pretty certain I wish things were easier. I am starting to question is this really worth it.

I wrote the above sometime in the Afternoon Friday without publishing it.

Friday night me and some friends went out. We were on a mission to bar hop and let me say we succeeded in that endeavor. I think we went to 5 different bars. While we were bar hopping someone mentioned we should go to Quarter Bar since it was right down the street. I texted HBTC just to make sure she wasn’t there. This was my first text to her all day and it was around 11:00. I get no response from her for at least 30-45 minutes so I say fuck it and we head over.

We stay for only a short period of time before we eventually get bored and are ready to hit something else up. Just as I am walking out I notice one of her friends. She is waving and telling me to come say hello. I know that HBTC must be around so I am thinking hrmm…this sucks I really don’t have any interest in seeing her.

I walk over and say hello and start chatting this other girl up for about 30 seconds. And then she goes you remember my friend HBTC. Of course she is standing right next to her and I haven’t even acknowledged her. I turn around say hello and introduce myself to the orbiter who is with them. I am a total dick headed asshole to this guy which of course now in my sober state I regret.

They are in line for the bathroom and HBTC takes her turn and leaves us. I make small talk with the other two and then she eventually comes back out from the bathroom. I walk over in front of her and pick her up off the ground and we start making out. See how quickly things can be resolved. We are both drunk and I either walk her 10 feet over to the wall or carry her I don’t recall. We start making out some more and then she pushes me away as hard as she can.

She goes on about how I don’t play by the rules and that is why she is so pissed off at me. I try to gather more information but she isn’t lending me any.

My friends are blowing my phone up so I decide I must leave her. All I do is look up to her group and say I am leaving. I was a huge asshole and this definitely didn’t help things. Just before I leave I grab a chunk of her hair and give it a nice tug. Then I just turn off and walk away.

I have tried to smooth things over with her today but she is very cold and unresponsive for the most part. She will respond with one word texts. This is the point where I will normally pull out the “I will go ahead and delete your number” text. I have held off though as I don’t want to act too brashly and stubbornly with this one. It is a little harder to use that text when you actually like the girl and want to continue seeing her. Plus I know just how stubborn she is and there is a good chance we would never see each other. I don’t see this working on her.

I am currently at a loss for what to do with this girl.